The title just says it all. smh. My anxiety is kicking in like crazy. I really want to start school on December 1st, sooo bad!! I just don’t know how it will come to life. Money is a major issue. I got the number to my mom mom’s therapist and left him a message yesterday. Still no call back! I need, need, neeeeed him to be able to write this letter to my school so I can be eligible for financial aid. My schedule has changed at work because one of my co-workers are back from maturity leave. *rolls eyes* That bitch wasn’t suppose to come back until January. Oh well, if you need the money, you need the money. I can’t even be mad at her. I start training for the restaurant that connected to my hotel in two weeks as a hostess. I really don’t want to but I need the money. The tips will be great. It’s a whole bunch of rich people that come threw. I just hate that I’ll have to wear heels and do a lot of walking. But oh well, it is what it is. I need the money. My boyfriend has a job but he’s way more focused on his dream than actually working. I can’t blame him though. He’s so close to fulfilling his destiny, I can’t even complain about it. I just keep quite and enjoy the little time that we do share together. But the minute I find out about him talking to any groupies I’m giving him HELL! Hopefully once I’m crossed trained I can still work at my hotel full time and the restaurant part-time. I’m still tryna’ figure out how I’m gonna squeeze going to school full time. If I’m not able to go to school I swear I’m gonna cry. Even if I can’t start on December 1st like I want to, I still have to start eventually. Like I have to! Not going is not an option period!
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“You can still do what you wanna do, you gotta trust that shit.” -Drake
Literally been waiting for this moment since I was at least 18 and I’m so grateful for evryone who made me smile a few days ago and for my guy💕. My experience so far has been great and I’m excited to share this part of my life with you. #26weekspregnant #pregnancylife
I really wanted to do something beyoncesque’ then I figured I’d end up pulling a Kylie Jenner. But ehh, there’s just so much happiness in the photo lol & it just seemed so me, lol. So yeah, literally the past 26 weeks of my life have felt like this💕💙💕💙💕💙 beyond happy 😆
& now I’m looking like somebody wife 😭💍, & no we didn’t finish this massive dessert 🍨
Lookin like I’m in another country🌶🥑🌺 #allwhiteeverything #flowerchild
Woooow! This girl @lizzobeeating is a mooooddd!!! #betawards2019 I think this my new favorite song
In between pictures be like... lol...